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i can feel the softness, heavenly kiss
Mar. 11th, 2025 09:27 pmI'm feeling optimistic about March, which is an odd change.
We had decent (sunny, 60s) weather last week - fake spring, clearly, since it's back to 38F - but I simply cannot put the feeling back in the bottle.
I also know I'm being tricked by Big Internet Content pitching me sundresses and lemon bars and spring cleaning and nature wellness when the reality is that the trees are still bare and the produce is still sad. It's an illusion and I shouldn't be looking forward to it ANYWAY because we'll be back to constantly sweaty all too soon!
And yet. And yet!! I even caught a gnarly cold and it's just made me more antsy. Picture Squidward watching Spongebob and Patrick play outside except it's also me getting snot on the window, and then falling asleep for a 3 hour sick nap.
I'm feeling better now (still a lot of snot though?) and it's making me feel like being irresponsible with my money. Moods are fucking tricky like that...
We had decent (sunny, 60s) weather last week - fake spring, clearly, since it's back to 38F - but I simply cannot put the feeling back in the bottle.
I also know I'm being tricked by Big Internet Content pitching me sundresses and lemon bars and spring cleaning and nature wellness when the reality is that the trees are still bare and the produce is still sad. It's an illusion and I shouldn't be looking forward to it ANYWAY because we'll be back to constantly sweaty all too soon!
And yet. And yet!! I even caught a gnarly cold and it's just made me more antsy. Picture Squidward watching Spongebob and Patrick play outside except it's also me getting snot on the window, and then falling asleep for a 3 hour sick nap.
I'm feeling better now (still a lot of snot though?) and it's making me feel like being irresponsible with my money. Moods are fucking tricky like that...
