oops first entry of 2025
Feb. 21st, 2025 01:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
saucywinksThe world posted all of its 2024 in review musings/listicles/etc. and I'm having trouble summarizing. Not because so much happened, but maybe... so little?
I guess the problem is that everything pales in comparison to getting married + 2 week honeymoon in Japan in 2023.
I did do things! I went places! I saw live music and made friends and ate great food and solidified some life choices (almost certainly not having kids lol) but, eh.
I need to find more contentment in this life because it is, ultimately, a very good life!
The things I can improve require only a little effort (more books, more cooking, more crafts, refresh my Japanese) and the things I can't really improve (chronic health bullshit, global events) I've... somewhat made peace with, as much as I can. I'm trying to be kind to myself because I've been so tired lately. Unsure if fatigue is related to chronic health bullshit or a new, fun problem?
Unfortunately these things I'm jazzed about doing (see also: ADHD brain coming up with EVERY IDEA), I don't have the time or energy to actually... do... I just want to make sure I keep pulling my weight around the house. Bleurgh.
I guess the problem is that everything pales in comparison to getting married + 2 week honeymoon in Japan in 2023.
I did do things! I went places! I saw live music and made friends and ate great food and solidified some life choices (almost certainly not having kids lol) but, eh.
I need to find more contentment in this life because it is, ultimately, a very good life!
The things I can improve require only a little effort (more books, more cooking, more crafts, refresh my Japanese) and the things I can't really improve (chronic health bullshit, global events) I've... somewhat made peace with, as much as I can. I'm trying to be kind to myself because I've been so tired lately. Unsure if fatigue is related to chronic health bullshit or a new, fun problem?
Unfortunately these things I'm jazzed about doing (see also: ADHD brain coming up with EVERY IDEA), I don't have the time or energy to actually... do... I just want to make sure I keep pulling my weight around the house. Bleurgh.
